Aliya,a young girl who was going
through her teens were as all know thoughts are random, in mid of huge
fantasies ,were the rational thinking from a teen cant never be expected, were
the most time is spent in day dreaming .Were at this time were the blooms’ can
either go to nourish or they just fall ,,,,,,,almost between maturity and immaturity,
some dream of money, some about their future ,some about the love, were some
goes stick to friendship.Aliya was quite different from childhood ,she was
surrounded with friends, lots of love ……. but still she was a gal with lots of complains
. say she was never satisfied with anything ………. love she used to get a lot but
she never bothered to realize it, she always felt that she is lonely. She was
in her own world with her own thoughts about how the love, affection should be like,
her concepts were different and from here her all problems started.
Her thoughts
protrude from the others which aliya used to call ,they don’t understand me
without ever bothering to think do she understand, aliya never tried to move
out to the world of understanding, silly gal always thought that only she is
right all others are just stone hear ted never willing to understand her type
people. Even the small pranks from her friends, aliya call it teasing. Aliya
used to cry for the whole night, she used to lock her under shower, she used to
shed tears and her only complaint was that no one bothers about her and she is
all alone.
Why she was so insecure,
was it due to her homely condition, was really no one loved her……. never it was
a reason. She was the only child dear to her parents, but poor gal even never
went to understand them. She had got large potential friends but she was in
another world where she believed no one else is there……..only she and her
thoughts .But suddenly everything around her changed it was not an overnight
change but gradually now aliya is a practical gal ………..and what really happened
for which she had loathed and then that
became her strength.
The matter was nothing it was a trouble term “love”. From childhood itself
aliya was very imaginative, she had drawn in her mind a picture neatly sketched
what is love, how she will, whom she will, her way of expressing, how should her
partner express and all she was preplanned J pre planning was quite OK but problem aroused
when the plan had reached her nerves and latter for her it became necessity …..
She made her believe that it should only go like that……no change she could
manage.
When she switched to her
teen her friends started to engage their cell phones ,J it’s the time when
romance blossoms,more they went unavailable to her, more her insecurity stated
to discern. She used to think was there no one for her, was she not as
beautiful like her friends to have the so called “boyfriend” all these thoughts
started popping up her head she was more dawning herself. Her thoughts started
to dissect her. Was really no one for her there???? No friends she had a
possibility to get love from lot but she was in her own world with her own
concept about the MR RIGHT until she realized she missed out all the chances.
Soon one day aliya walking with her thoughts on
the way to shop, she saw a handsome boy probably of her age may be one or two
year elder looking at her with a smile………..he was handsome .cute, and the way
he starred made aliya to get somewhat uncomfortable…she could not afford to
miss hiss glance. Somewhere the bell of
love rang up in her heart, his looks at
first ere satisfactory matching
with her imaginary MR RIGHT .The next day she followed the same route …. sure
probability of meeting him was high and she wished for it too ……..see again saw
her MR RIGHT as he knew she will come that way and well prepared to give a
chance. Slowly Mr Right approached to her ……aliya heartbeat had grown much
faster as he came just closed to her and
she was getting afraid as he was going to kiss her J.Looking directly in
her eyes, she felt a spark in him he was very confident he said AM KUSH may I know Ur good name. ALiya
in hesitation just silently whispered AM ALIAYA.Kush was quite confident he
know the gal is ok with him he said CAN WE BE FRIENDS?????? Tat z all aliya from
a long time was waiting for her MR RIGHT and here finally it seemed to her that
Kush is perfect she said YES.
Now it was all set for love
between them,aliya also got busy with her cellphone,messages.she felt kush was
all her world ,he even was dinky he loved her understanding the way she wished
……he used to appreciate her even for small things …that further raised aliyas
confidence,,it was all going well between them.So what u think Kush made her
changed??????????????????????????????????????
Now she is not lonely?????????????????????????????????????????????? Na Na
na as I said nothing could satisfy aliya……….what was the wrong Kush loved her a
lot,the way she wanted,he cared for her.wat else she needed?????????? Does kush
ditched her????????????
Nothing of that
sort happened…………but if you think the way aliya did……..u will say kush cheated
her…….. untill she realized the truth it was late.Kush loved her a lot…………. but
kush loved many things else he had his own choices his own life, his friends. But
for aliya she had only her world were kush was all and all. Aliya had a MR
PERFECT in mind but what about kush he was not in search of MISS Perfect J he only falled in
love with a pretty gal and she too that only kush did. Some where aliya never
went to understand kush she always wanted kush to care her ,love her,
understand her……. but somewhere guys are different in the way they live aliya
forgot that,kush had his own world ,he was not lonely he loved the people
around him. For he have felled in love with aliya his world was not
changed,just there was one more person in his life whom he loved slightly more
than others …….being he know she was his galfriend.he always made her special.
So what????????????
Whats the problem?????????????????for the first few months as u know love is on
fly everything went perfect……not a night went without kush giving goodnyt
kisses J
to aliya.as kush was her world she
couldn’t imagine a day without kush.They slowly got more closer they used to go
for date,hand in hand,making love to each other :=)
everything was perfect…….but after few months what happened????
It was not that kush love has gone but making love was not the only
business kush doJ
As he was a guy he to o had many other activities a from a guy of 18 u
could expect….chilling out with friends kush also enjoyed……but was wrong in
it???
Now aliya started to get less time from kush ,his calls got reduced ,his
messages were almost less,and the time arouse when complaints started to
arouse…..she missed him……she don’t wanted to loose him ….so she complained J but kush didn’t
understood that she is feeling unsecure.the more she urgued with him,he thougt
she is blamining,he got confussed ….u
know guys don’t open up the way a gal expect…same happened with kush…..for kush
now aliya was some kind of torturing he went more unavailable for
aliya…….finally as you can guess what happened kush just said “BREAK
UP”>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.. …………and
went off……
But poor aliya……now she was more
unsecured more lonely before she met kush. Why????????? As when she met her MR
RIGHT for her he was her world……..no chillings with friends……. nothing she got
more gloomy……day by day she got more and more alone…………she prayed day and night
to god give my kush back???...............hey soon after break up all do these
things only J but silly aliya as she was in another world she thought
all these things only to her J
Why this happened
with me???? This was the only though t aliya had………the more more she got said. Do
u think she overcomed this ????????????????? a gal like aliya can she??? Will
she??? Would she??????????
Just see what happened……………………….
wait for mah next blog
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